happy 11.11.11!^^

hello everyone!!!^__________^..hehe....eleven is my favorite number..therefore i keep thinking,, no matter what i have to post something on this beautiful date..so, happy 11.11.11 everyone!!!!hope u will enjoy reading this..

berdiri dia disitu..

tanpa jemu menghiburkan setiap mata..

tanpa kata membahak kan gelak tawa..

senyum terus menguntum di bibir merah..

wajah ceria terus mengubat seribu lara..

siapa dia?

ada yang memanggilnya si gila..

ada pula yang mengelarkannya kutu kota..

tapi yang indah baginya adalah badut lawa..

badut lawa penuh dengan warna-warna..

namun mengapa hanya hitam langit malam yang menyapa?

pabila dia tanpa warna..

pabila dia tidak di sana..

adakah pantulan kaca tidak lagi sama?

mengapa mereka lihat warna?

mengapa dia lihat luka?

dan mengapa aku lihat badut lawa?

much love,

lilyenurainul

comments & critiques are welcome!!!

hello!!!this is my second post and i have figure it well..^^ hehe..instead of writing boring essay for my blog,,i'm going to write poem in a way to express what i have inside my heart..however, there is no guarantee that it will be fun though..hehe..i'm trying my best here.heh!..here we go..^_______^

saat aku terbaring lesu..
melentang badan kaku mengadap langit bilik..
terlihat kipas berpusing ligat..
begitu jua putaran kepalaku..
namun lidah terikat ketat..
suara terserap kontang..
hanya tangan mampu mengapai..
lantas pena bertemu kertas..
bagai hujan rintik di air tenang..
huruf jatuh membentuk tulisan..
mungkin ini tertulis untukku..
punya akal tak punya kuasa
punya hati tak punya cinta
punya nyawa tak punya jiwa..

p\s: i'm sorry i can't write well in english..so i prefer to express those feelings in malay..do please credit it well if u r going to share it..at least put my blog address..so that i may have more readers..^^

<3,
lilyenurainul

1st post ^______^

hello everyone! this is my first trial into the blog writing world.therefore, for this 1st post to be meaningful i will tell u a story on why i eventually create a blog.hehe.<please bear with me as i'll try to make the story as interesting as it could be or not>

let's us start with some introduction 1st..fyi, i never write a single diary or journal in my life..i hardly found that writing is just not my thing..however,,here i am creating a blog on my busiest day <currently, i am a master student and only god knows how busy  a master student is> instead of reading my endless journals to complete my thesis.(T T) why am i doing this??? the answer will be right back after this commercials..hehe ^^
just kidding <quite an old-school joke huh?>

here it is!!! why the heck am i creating a blog that i'm not sure going to be last or not ???here is the top 3!

No 3: facebook is no longer entertaining..facebooking is a way to release stress for me..however, lately i find myself more stress while facebooking..a lot of factors i guess..the obvious reason is of course the sudden changes in FB system n functions..but the hidden reason will be i got and saw too much stuff that i dont think i need it at all..

No 2: life is miserable..i am easy going on the outside but very complicated on the inside..i just need a medium to voice everything out..

and the winner is
No1: I cant figure it out myself..y am i writing this blog?aish!